I realised there has been something i have been missing out on all this while.The feeling of being an elder sibling.Sure i get the feeling of being an elder when i am with my youbger cousins.But it isn't the same.Having a younger sister/brother isn't the same as it is when you are with you younger cousins.Being an elder cousin isn't an everyday thing.It is only when you are visiting them.But being an elder sister is having to fell responsibility towards ur younger sibling.A responsibility of protection.We have a duty of protecting them,and caring for them, and loving them etc.I never felt any of those,just somehow imagined it would be like that.Just something more then it is when i am with my younger cousins. ^ (don't know wad is wrong with me??help!!)
A very weird tiffany.=]
