Today was an okay day
Went to "tuition" and mum kinda said things that pissed me off.
It's like she was making me feel bad and lazy and all that stuff in front of my friend.
And i could not control so i showed attitude a little. Seriously, i hate it when she does that.
Anyways, after "tuition" me an defang played guitar, looked for songs to play on guitar, sang, surfed the net and stuff like that.
Was pretty fun luh. Then we went to play table tennis.
Only thing is, i didn't even get to play at all.
All the boys arent gentlemen. Never "share". But it's ok. There will always be a next time :D

Then we came back to my house and played guitar again. LOL.
i just so super duper love DeFang. She rocks man.

Then she had to go home. Aww... So i asked for dinner. and my mum was like:

Mum: I thought you said you weren't hungry
Me: I wasn't THEN but NOW i am.
MUM: but kor already tapau...wait a while more.
Me: urgh. i'm hungry luh.
Mum: go and eat the kueh first.

so i eat kueh. okay...the above "conversation" is lame lar. but whatever. My mum was playing mah jong. and after dinner watched TV. Then now here i am! :D 

Sometimes i just feel so much hatred and anger building inside of me.
i can't take it.
i just feel like doing something stupid.
i feel like screaming at people too.
Sometimes i just wanna leave.
but..i think about it..and realise i am just being stupid.
and so i do things to make myself happy again.
like.....playing the guitar! Oh how i love my guitar

okay...mayb that was kinda random. And lame. I can't help being lame. I m just simply lame. Haiz...

I'm so sad with my self sometimes. Anyhoots... this is late news but : KRIS ALLEN WON! WOOTS.
LOL... ohohoh...and Kara was so much better than that katrina darrell.
Katrina Darrell is like way bitchy lor. 

Oh i can't wait for the hols! I am kinda sick of waking up at 4. I need a break!! one more week. ONE MORE WEEK! :D 

Plus, its ok jeslyn...just keep yourself free on monday. :D

Over 'n' Out
TIFFY ;D