I've been wrecking my head for an idea for today's blog post.gagh. I'm trying to make it a point to blog everyday otherwise this measure to improve my English wouldn't work. But of course I need to get the hang if blogging everyday .right now it just feels alien. Needs getting used to.

Speaking of the need to get used to things, there are really many things that requires this. Almost everything actually,since change is ever present.
At that,I've realised that I've been having a lot of difficulty getting used to not really being on speaking terms with the one person who has been a very significant part of my life for the past 3+ years. I am moving along, albeit with much difficulty. But I'm proud that I've been able to get through this and be,if I may say,strong.

It's sad you know. How things change, people change,feelings change and environs change. Nobody can give an explanation why it happens but it happens. I look back at things, and I ask myself,"what happened there? " I'm sure many of you share the same sentiments. But unfortunately I don't have a remedy for the pain that accompanies change most of the time. We just have to realise that nothing will ever remain the same and deal with it in our own ways.

Coming back to that significant person, many call me a fool for going through hell for someone who isn't worth it. For all the things he has and hasn't done. But it's not fair to be reprimanded for stupidity in this aspect. Just like change,no one can give an explanation for feelings we have towards people,as unworthy as they may be. We will all go through this phase at one point in life. Tell me I'm acting too mature for my age or that these things are not befitting of my age, I don't care. I'm here to speak my mind and it's not like we're under Hitler's rule or something!

Okay sorry for this wordy,boring,full of negative ideas post!

Forgive us for what we have done, we're young, we're young, we're young.