SO, I was about to post a really emo post the other day about how I've changed for the worse and I don't like it and how people are different and things aren't the same anymore and I don't want to continue being in another person's shadow.. BUT, I gave myself a few days to mull over it and I decided that it isn't worth it! Especially after Elaine texted me an apology and other stuff and I just felt worse about myself. SO, I DECIDED THAT, being happy is better.
HERE I AM. BEING NORMAL AND BEING HAPPY AND NOT LOOKING AT THE NEGATIVE SIDE TO THINGS. and I must say, I really feel better. I just bury the underlying sadness and I feel so much better about everything even though I know the problems I talked to XY about are still there, but I can always ignore them and not let it affect the way I go about my day.
short update
All I've been doing is.... WATCHING KOREAN DRAMAS. LIKE. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THEY ARE SO ADDICTIVE. BUT YAH. IVE WATCHED like a total of idk how many completed dramas and currently following 3 dramas and can I just say LEEMINHO IS SO FREAKING HOT I CANT EVEN. LIKE I USED TO THINK HE WAS UGLY IN BOYS OVER FLOWERS AND STUFF BUT LIKE NOW. NOW HE IS JUST. OMG. CHARMING.
ALL MY FEELS~
and this is a first time i'm actually close to "fangirling" but not really there la so whatever.
OKAY. bye.