Today.. was an okay day AGAIN.
Seriously, my life isn't very eventful.
It isn't very interesting either.
Well, back to how today was an okay day,
i woke up early,
okay, not that early,
and then went down and saw my bald bro discussing with my mum about how he is gonna get himself to melbourne
He wants to study there you see.
so i just sat there and listened
and munched on biscuits :D.
After lunch i just read my story book the whole afternoon and finished it! :D
So i went to help my mum cook dinner.
and my job was really stupid
bt tiring okays,
swatting flies.
LOL..but there were lots
because it was hot, there was fish, and petai
Then, we had dinner
and my father stepped on my toes...as in literally.
so i went "OUCH!!" cos it really hurt kays,
Then my father looked at me...and then started eating.
Like what the...
A "sorry" would be very nice.
but noo... he just kept eating and eating.
At least my mum says sorry..
URGH
I was so pissed
Then me and my brother talked a whole load of crap and stuff..
Then followed my mum to send him to the custom
He was booking in today,
then blahblahblah skip
Then...........then..Oh yes, my mum brought me to see voice training teacher to ask about the lessons.
then my mum asked me to sing a short phrase
so i sang oh so RELUCTANTLY
And then my mum made me sing AGAIN
So i sang EVEN MORE RELUCTANTLY
then they talked and talked then she made me sing AGAIN!
only i didn't sing...
I can't do it ok,
i just feel shy?
She kept making me sing..
it was like she was forcing me.
and i can't take that
I could feel my eyes brimming with tears
so i tried not to blink and successfully refrained my tears from streaming down my face
:D then we left..
PHEW
Then here i am!! blogging.

i like wanna cut my hair!
okay...not like real short are much short than it is now
but just trim ya know..
i mean like right now my hair is like
unglam? or something like that.
I just don't like it okay,
SO i wanna cut it.
Snip snip snip
Haha.

PLUS, I am really yearning to go on a shopping spree
and spend a fortune on clothes , accecories and all that
BUt sadly i can't..
AWWW....

I just try to hard.
Too hard it isn't getting me anywhere
or making me feel any better.
I try too hard it fails me
I try so hard but YOU fail to make me feel like i've been trying.
D: