Hello non-existent readers! So today I have decided to finally speak my mind about something that has been residing in the corner of my mind for quite some time now. No names shall be mentioned though.
Today's topic revolves around friendships and always being a spare tyre.
I just feel like that's what most of the people who call themselves my friend take me for - a backup plan. It's so freaking obvious that they put other people for me, and I'm not much of a preference. I don't expect everyone to be my best friend forever, but I'd like to know what it's like to have someone who's true.someone whom I don't have to worry about leaving me alone. Someone who won't tell me about his or her plans that I'm not involved in and make me feel like he/she is rubbing it in my face. someone who on the other hand makes plans with me. Sadly, no.
I know I'm a boring person, not exactly the fun,talkative,crazy,full of life and excitement kind of person. Not exactly the kind of friend everybody wants. So I guess I'm to blame then. Sigh, what can I say, life's like that I guess.
Okay I think I should think of more positive things to blog about. ):
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