GOSH WHY DO I NOT HAVE THE SELF DISCIPLINE THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE AT THIS LEG OF THE RACE TO O LEVELS ): told myself I will be productive today. Well surprise surprise, I ended up watching Nikita till I finished the  season. Whoopee. Oh well, what's done is done, shan't harp on it anymore.

Reminder: Time and tide waits for no man.

Okay. So just now I was watching the prom night dance performance that we did for the seniors last year, and it just dawned on me how much I miss dance! I yearn for dance ): I then found myself trying to recall the steps and dancing in my study room. Ahhh miss the feeling of dance, aching from dance practice,bruises from dance "stunts". I shall join a dance class after o levels!

OK right now as I'm typing this post my mum is talking to me about getting over relationships LOL! And how to move on.she makes it sound like a piece of cake. Either that or she's cold blooded.
Her way:
Think about all the terrible things that person has done to you, all the negatives, and use that to build a wall against the person. Treat the person invisible as glass. Ignore. Picture him or her growing horns LOL

I SWEAR SHE MADE ME LAUGH WITH ALL THAT. then she said something that just proves that she hasn't been heart broken before. She was the heart breaker. "It's quite fun to ditch someone you know " LOLOL CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT'S WHAT MY MUM TOLD ME.

Okay that's it for today. Not looking forward and anticipating results tomorrow! Okay Goodnight lovelies (:

Tiffany <3

Reminder 2: 半夜的简讯，我不需，更是不应，回复。sigh

So Friday was a really good day! How could I expect anything less from the last day of Prelims (:

So after school I was kinda not sure of where to go before going for a movie with shuyu and gang. But sadly jingwen wanted to go home and Theerthana was going shopping at orchard with charmian. Sigh my sad life. So shuyu told me to join them. I'm not actually from that clique and it was pretty awkward at first but things picked up and we began conversing easily!:D We talked so much that time just flew by and 2 hours was up. We had sushi then pastamania!

Then we went to watch The Possession. You have no idea how much I was freaking out because I'm a complete scaredy cat and I try to watch as few horror movies as possible, much less one about a possession, in theatres! Gosh. Worst part - seat to my left was empty! I swear watching horror movies in cinemas is just me throwing my money away. Why? because at least 1/2 the time my eyes are covered. So....like I was watching my hand and bag strap a lot. But it was quite an okay show because every time the movie was seemingly to reach the scariest part,they would stop. I really salute shuyu! She just watched with no fear, only covering her eyes unless absolutely necessary. Hats off man. But I had people with me in the theatre who were just and scared. Gekkhee and vianne! They too were super freaked out and constantly covering their eyes. LOL

After the movie shuyu and I went back to her house for a shower before we headed to KSL. We were already late but apparently Mr Lloyd chew was later because he overslept. Tsk! We met up and us girls helped him pick his sister's birthday present! Lousy guy this Lloyd,bought his sister's present on the day itself. Sigh. So he bought a handphone cover and a bag.

then shuyu and I went looking for Weixiong, Denise and minquan 's present. But we totally sidetracked and ended looking at clothes and accessories! We got a really good deal though! 6 accessories for RM 10! Cheap right! Then we bought clothes too! 3 for 75.but we found out later on that the guy shortchanged shuyu by 10. urgh! Finally bought the presents at the end of the shopping trip though (:

Went back to her house had dinner and watched xfactor (: she slept earlier while I stayed up to watch Nikita (:

overall,it was a day well spent (: yayness! But it's back to studying tomorrow. O levels is just round the corner and I cannot afford tl waste anymore time! Sheesh I wish I have an epiphany or something and start to be more hardworking ):
Okay sorry for this really wordy post! Hope you guys had a Friday worth saying it was well spent too!

The goodies I bought shuyu!

Hello non-existent readers! So today I have decided to finally speak my mind about something that has been residing in the corner of my mind for quite some time now. No names shall be mentioned though.

Today's topic revolves around  friendships and always being a spare tyre.

I just feel like that's what most of the people who call themselves my friend take me for - a backup plan. It's so freaking obvious that they put other people for me, and I'm not much of a preference. I don't expect everyone to be my best friend forever, but I'd like to know what it's like to have someone who's true.someone whom I don't have to worry about leaving me alone. Someone who won't tell me about his or her plans that I'm not involved in and make me feel like he/she is rubbing it in my face. someone who on the other hand makes plans with me. Sadly, no.
I know I'm a boring person, not exactly the fun,talkative,crazy,full of life and excitement kind of person. Not exactly the kind of friend everybody wants. So I guess I'm to blame then. Sigh, what can I say, life's like that I guess.

Okay I think I should think of more positive things to blog about. ):

Ilovemusic<3

I've been wrecking my head for an idea for today's blog post.gagh. I'm trying to make it a point to blog everyday otherwise this measure to improve my English wouldn't work. But of course I need to get the hang if blogging everyday .right now it just feels alien. Needs getting used to.

Speaking of the need to get used to things, there are really many things that requires this. Almost everything actually,since change is ever present.
At that,I've realised that I've been having a lot of difficulty getting used to not really being on speaking terms with the one person who has been a very significant part of my life for the past 3+ years. I am moving along, albeit with much difficulty. But I'm proud that I've been able to get through this and be,if I may say,strong.

It's sad you know. How things change, people change,feelings change and environs change. Nobody can give an explanation why it happens but it happens. I look back at things, and I ask myself,"what happened there? " I'm sure many of you share the same sentiments. But unfortunately I don't have a remedy for the pain that accompanies change most of the time. We just have to realise that nothing will ever remain the same and deal with it in our own ways.

Coming back to that significant person, many call me a fool for going through hell for someone who isn't worth it. For all the things he has and hasn't done. But it's not fair to be reprimanded for stupidity in this aspect. Just like change,no one can give an explanation for feelings we have towards people,as unworthy as they may be. We will all go through this phase at one point in life. Tell me I'm acting too mature for my age or that these things are not befitting of my age, I don't care. I'm here to speak my mind and it's not like we're under Hitler's rule or something!

Okay sorry for this wordy,boring,full of negative ideas post!

Forgive us for what we have done, we're young, we're young, we're young.

And so in a desperate attempt to improve my English within the remaining 26days I have decided to start blogging again! This time,no abbreviations, singlish or manglish and the likes of them.

Looking back at me previous posts....I can't help but think....I've really grown up so much! HAHA.

Anyway,graduation is in approximately 2 weeks. I can really say it's just a plethora of emotions I'm feeling. Riverside has been a really significant part of my life,and for all other Riversidians, for the past 4 years. I can safely say that I've been spending more time know school than at home! I wonder how I'd feel after we've left school,not being able to see my classmates and lovely friends everyday - although there are more undesireable people present in school and it is quite a relief to say BYE SUCKER.
Then again,I can't help but feel quite despondent that school is going to end and I can't bring time to a halt. Sigh, okay enough about graduation, more on the day itself.

Gosh I feel stupid because I know nobody reads my blog especially after that big hiatus. But Oh well!
That's about it today! In the midst of preliminary examinations and I feel terrible but I refuse to quail under this pressure. (:

That's all. Till tomorrow, be well all! (: