Sigh ,so today was a fairly dull day. Got back a few papers today. I really don't know how to describe the feelings I'm currently bearing towards the results I've obtained.
I don't feel sad or frustrated or angry like how I did for prelim 1. Instead... I feel..there's really no other word for this but SIAN. I feel like,I've kinda improved for some and declined a little for others. I'm kinda happy yet not so happy.I know I can do better and this isn't my best. The only consolation I have is the belief that my best will come during the o levels itself!
Every single exam ,without fail,this prelim 2 not an exception, I will always be berating myself for my carelessness! Sheesh, why can't I be more careful! ): really pray very hard that I won't be careless during the o levels. Then, there would be no use in berating myself. Sigh . I may not have had a mirror with me but I can picture the crestfallen face I wore majority of today . This will not happen in 20 days! Instead, my face will be glinting with a smile that shows satisfaction with y performance! Yessss that's the way it shall be! (:
On a side note , I have 30-ish graduation day letters to write! The best part? I haven't even started. Whoopee. I'm going to write for people who are probably not expecting to receive anything from me (: NEED TO GET STARTED SOON!
Tiffany <3